Why i do this to myself i just dont know!
Get myself in trouble all the time then have nothin to show!
just an empty heart an a space in my head, a space that needs fillin or i'd rather be dead!
when the slightest bit ov pressure hits me i do nothin but run! i dont laugh i dont smile im nothin, no fun!
i cant take life when everythings against me, i cant just smile an pretend everythins okay an that it always will be!
I cant cope with these emotions, i cant hide or block them away .. i cant make then pee off an come back another day!
Am i that much ov a screw up that i coware from life itself? why cant someone come get me an put me in a shell!
Just wanna get away from here an start as fresh as it comes! just wanna find a nice girl who jumps when i say an then runs!
runs to my rescue to save my whole day, someone who will pick me up an take me far away!
Whisk me to a place where theres no one but you an me, where we can do what we want an were truely be free!
Yer alright then lou i think its about time you woke from that dream! cause reality aint nothin that it seems!
Its vile an horrid an batters my heart, its tearin me down an im rippin apart!
