My experience

Do you know how it feels when
No one talks to you or care?
have you ever been hated or discriminated against ?
Have you ever thought of
running thru a knife when the lights are off

have you ever thought of jumping
into the ocean!
Or do you walk and people stay away
have you been so alone,
no one to talk to all day

I've been rejected
and this is the way i feel
i'm hurt and it won't heal
you don't even know what i see

Or did you feel ashamed
to go naked in front of your partner
to keep marks of whips and cuts
away from him or her

Don't let me be
i'm just so dead, you see
No one to hold on to
you reading this, i don't even know you

I thought the sun brings hope
but that's all lie
have you ever jumped from a hill down the slope
wishing you'd hit the ground and die

have you been found drench in blood
all cus you trying
to take your life
i've done these before
all cus of my unfaithful wife

And i'll repeat them
"THINGS THAT I DO FOR LOVE"