Anonymous Sick Feeling

by Areeba   Jun 10, 2012


Here I stand once again
Thinking what to do
Completely shattered from inside
Cannot the life be regained?

Have lost all my brains my all might
I think where to go
In the right where nothing is left
Or in the left where nothing is right

No I dont want to die so young
Look at my age I am not an adult even
But is the suicide only way left?
No I cant since there is no guarantee I'll go to heaven

I've been in this situation earlier too
This is not the first time
Feeling so sick and dull
Wondering why here no one is mine?

I am sick of these people, these worldly events
I want to feel good
But dont know why I cant do so
I feel like under so much of bricks and cement

I cant really explain whats all this is
Depression is what they say
I cant give this feeling a name
Although its with me each and every day

I want to be free from this feeling
I dont want to be a lifeless doll anymore
I want to breath free
But I guess its not that easy

But then also I will try
For they say nothing is impossible
I really wanna get rid of this anonymous sick feeling
Now I will try my best not to cry

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  • 11 years ago

    by Weeping Willow

    "I cant give this feeling a name"

    Completely awesome line, your writing is amazing. from your writing i can tell your a lot like me when i was 15 and a lot like me now. if you ever need an older persons perspective on feelings or just to talk, you can talk to me. i've been through a lot and half the reason i write my story is to help other girls like me and you.

    sorry that was long lol keep writing you are amazingggg

  • 11 years ago

    by BlueEyedAnomaly

    The part where you said:

    "I think where to go
    In the right where nothing is left
    Or in the left where nothing is right"

    Really got me... I thought it was very cleverly said & found it very relatable.

  • 11 years ago

    by Omar

    This poem is very sad. But it was still great 5/5 keep it up. :)

  • 11 years ago

    by Renegade Angel

    I like how open this poem is, but peotry is a way to open up your heart, it feels like you poured you heart into this. sad, but beautiful of course :)

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