I cant love you

There I stood, waiting around for something I had hoped would come to me so soon.
I dreamed about making you laugh and suprise you with dinners, 1st class view by the moon.

wanted to love you, to hold you in a moment so still.
wanted to wake up every morning, you by my side, that would be my thrill.

Your all I ever wanted, but your no where to be found.
Now my heart dont play its beat, its without a sound.

Free me my love from this pain I hold inside, I just need to love you, Im in need of being by your side.
You're gone somewhere, inside your heart is where i want to hide.

There you are standing in front of me, wishing I hadnt
said all those things to you, to make you leave.
But I love you and this you have to believe.

Times changed and tables had turned,
I was looking at the man who for my loved he had yearned.