Fading love

Lying here in my bed,with lights switched off,
Thinking of the guy who changed me overall....

All the love I gave him,was I guess of no worth at all,
Cause at the end of every fight he simply asks me to buzz off....

At One moment he makes me feel out of the world,
The very next moment he shows me my degraded worth ...

The feeling oF lost respect,dignity stabs me like hell,
Lying here helplessly,can sense my tears, fell

The feeling of a burden on the shoulders of the one you love ,
No God! Can't stand it,you know me well enough...

It hurts the most when you give someone a special place in your heart,
And they just don't realize the worth the value of it that hard...

Well I guess maybe I deserve to be left and hurt,
By the one who mean to me the whole world...

Maybe its just what I think I'm a perfect lover or a girl,in his life,came
But how can I forget,he used to tell me the same

Is it all over??all ended up in vain???
Oh please don't,we used to call eachother,are destiny are fate....!!!!!