Just a girl

She was alone
In a world all her own
She was never good enough for mom
Dad never showed up
She wanted to be a grownup
Her heart on lockup
Never quite good enough
For love
Sometimes she was a little too tough
Because they were all too rough
she wasnt a clone
that lead to a strong backbone
her pain was unknown

Everyone around her in pain
every single heart was slain
reaching havock on her brain
It was hard for her to abstain
Abstinence waasnt her friend
So she let him in
Allowing him to touch her skin
She thought it would be enough to keep her chin
Up

She constantly weighed in
Afraid to gain a pound
She knew she simply wasnt good enough within
She held her ground
Praying not to drown
In her own tears
Getting over it took years
And to many beers
She made life her own
So she wouldnt be able to be thrown