Showering Love

Showering love

I lay in bed and my thoughts question,
I contemplate life's gives and takes,
Why would love join hearts together?
To be imprisoned then by fate.

I wonder why fates so malicious,
To let me look in sunshine's eyes,
To take my heart as it were nothing,
And toss it broken to the side.

To let me hear sweet words I needed,
Inhaling fresh new breaths to soul,
While knowing it was temporal breathing,
A love I never get to hold.

Fates a ploughman without feelings,
No cares of consequence of life,
His row is lain out straight and narrow,
He will now pause or turn aside.

My heart and soul to him are useless,
Valued less than broken glass,
He will not listen to my pleadings,
Or anyone who might would ask.

These thoughts heavy when sleep comes calling,
The sandman closed my searching heart,
In sleep the dream world bid me enter,
The only place this love can spark.