Stairing at my knife

by Kelwin lost in thought   Jun 27, 2013


I'm here sitting in my room
stairing at my knife
my knife is calling to me
she wants to kiss my warm flesh
I don't know what to do
should I let her do as she pleases
or should I take a stand
she knows I can't resist
she knows what my weakness is
I am here
fighting with myself
facing a monster I can't control
fighting a life long battle
with an opponet I can't destroy
I don't know what to do

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  • 12 years ago

    by WintersAngel

    Great write.. many of us have experienced this feeling.

  • 12 years ago

    by schmetterling

    If you can, please don't do it. I've given in so many times it's horrible.

  • 12 years ago

    by Kate

    You obviously have the strength to ignore that call. You've had times where you resisted it and I am sure you can do it all over again.
    I know it is an addiction but it is one you can break. You shouldn't harm yourself for some things you can't handle or things that aren't your fault or anything else like that.
    You're beautiful, scars and all and I know you can overcome the need to create more. Your strength is the most beautiful thing in all.

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