They're Back

by schmetterling   Jul 7, 2013


The thoughts are back
The dangerous ones that make me wish I was dead.
I thought I was free of them
That I had finally overcome them.
I was wrong
They're back with a vengeance
& I can't do anything about it.
These thoughts cripple my strength
They send me spiraling down.
Why must these suicidal thoughts come again?
I just want to be happy
I want to enjoy living.
They're the two steps backward
I wasn't looking forward to.
In all honesty
I'm terrified.

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  • 12 years ago

    by Bonaventure Onuabuchi

    Be not terrified! I suggest the best you do is to fight back. I know it's isn't easy fighting emotions and abstracts, I know there is a big order; just see what you can do.

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