Pain go away

Even though I know we were never meant to be,
seeing you with a man,
would go strait through me.

This pain I speak of,
I can not explain to you.
Cause I know in my heart
there is nothing I can do.
Nothing I can try,
to mend our broken hearts.
You feel it is over and time to part.

It's really crazy the way life works itself out.
Now your gone from my life
and I'm left down south

So I promised myself I will not shed another tear.
Cause I know you're not and free from fear.
Fear of losing me,
which you have already done.
So then why am I writing and away from the sun.