Rain without clouds

Another lonely night:
watching the moon
through my window,
hearing the songs of blue birds
with the chillness of breezes.

Slowly time moves like
Flowers in the water.

I never expected
your memories to knock upon
my heart's window again.
If I think of you,
I loose my peace
because your goodbye is my recent
and forever pain in my life

From there
wherever I go,
the pain of your memories
start to kiss me.
because you are a masked girl.
I believed
just a fake flower in my life.
The colors were already fading
like the colors of time.

I knew waiting for your return
was like trying
to draw a picture in water
but since you left your footprints
in my heart,
my desires still live
in a life-long prison
because there is no freedom
for my desires.

I don't know where you pushed me,
but I fell in hell.
I don't know
what I'm searching in my life!
but I've missed everything
since you are gone.

Wherever I go
It's always raining
but without clouds..