My Lovely Wait for You

All I want to do is write about love d_mnit,
but I'm down and depressed and that's how I write.
The words to express how I feel are stuck
while my pen writes freely about pain and spite.
Spilling onto the page things I don't wanna feel
and battling it out with my heart with all it's might.
My brain won't even form the words I need
but d_mned if they don't sneak through at night
keeping me awake when my pen's no where near
d_mn it's almost like they do it out of pure spite.
Dancin' through my head when I can't capture them.
and the feels I have, they feel so right. :)
making me realize that you're it for me and
just the thought of you gone makes my chest tight
but then I think of what I see in your eyes
and it wakes my butterflies and makes my heart light.
to where the wind blows and I go with it while
spread my wings and let it take me without a fight
yet the breeze guides me away from you
and I drift along as wildly as some childs kite
So many obsticles obstruct my path to you
even with you sitting so clearly within my sight
I know I'll make it to you in time,
I just wish that time was with you tonight.