Im lost. |
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My stomach has cramped, my eyes tightened...
Why am I so emotional?
The storm's rolled in and I find...
I realize now that he loves me
as one might love a fixed object in their home...
The truth? The real reason I have to walk away...
Because if you looked at me the way you do when I...
I live my life on my knees.
"You live your life on your knees; a sex joke...
When my chest gets tight, and my heart constricts.
When I cant ignore the empty spaces behind and...
Baby, I swear,
I name the roads for you...
We beg those who bring themselves close to death...
I'm falling. Stumbling and tripping over my feet...
Of all the places I pass by without being able to...
The places I most bitterly wish to stop at are at...
I sit alone on the roof tonight, cloaked with sadness and scarfed in lonliness but they do nothing to warm me up and instead remind me of how cold it is outside. |
I don't wanna go through that ever again. |
Sometimes I just have to laugh at myself and say "I hate myself." |