I try and I try

I try and I try
But still you don't see
Slowly what you do is killing me
I try and i try

everyday i look up to you
But do you really see
How much I adore you
While you despise me??

As you say those words that break my heart
You slowly f*cking tear me apart
You sit by and watch me bring the knife down
And still your not there... not around

This poem is to say that I've finally through
That finally I've come to despise YOU
But i know you won't ever care
B/c you wish i wasn't there

So i try and i try
But still my life is a lie