'Morning Lonesome'

Upon waking....

My body gushed
a lonely shudder,
my feelings immersed
into missing
another!
In this moment
I laid still for a
while,
a sense of an emotional
recurring trial.

Reasons again under
cross-examination
evidence of no
justification.

The thoughts of
the losses, and the ironic
gain, is
lying alone to manage my
pain!

So much destructive grief
to compose,
which all fell prey
to my compelling
foes!
Conclusive outcome
I must go it alone,
SO,So...
gruelling to
atone!

However, while
Contemplating....

Times which are now
absent, and done.
The strive to learn
is now, second
to none!
My mindful jury
with the evident
quote:

'Seek the path to
love,
forgive yourself
and,
then share your
love
with someone else'

This case will stay open
until I,
fulfil my quest.
I swear on my oath
I will do my
best.