Left Alone

by Allie   Sep 24, 2017


You left me alone with my thoughts.
Now I'm sitting here wish this insanity would stop.

My head aches at all the confusion.
It's like I'm living in one big illusion.

Thoughts have got the better of me now and you'll just call me delusional.

But I can no longer fake what I can't control. My demons are quiet now.

They don't even know what to say.

I haven't been feeling well for a while now but these last few days have me begging for help.

You'll see one day just how damaged I really was. But by then it'll be to late.

I'll be a hollowed out corpse no longer breathing. The life has literally been sucked out of me.

I always hoped for the best and kept everything bottled up inside.

But I fear I've lost my fight this time.

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  • 8 years ago

    by Brenda

    Allie, a sad write, raw, full of emotions. Stay strong, gather your inner strength and in time you will be able to face these things. I'm sending prayers and strength your way. Hugs-

    • 8 years ago

      by Allie

      Thank you.

  • 8 years ago

    by Ben Pickard

    Yes, Em's right. It's all about seeing it through, Allie, and next time it comes to call, your armour will be thicker and your blade will be sharper...metaphorically speaking, that is. Whatever comes at you in life, face on your feet.
    Take care and all the best,

    Ben

    • 8 years ago

      by Allie

      Thanks Ben.

  • 8 years ago

    by Em

    This is extremely extremely difficult to read as it reminded me of a time I thought I'd lost my fight but believe me I came out stronger than ever so if I can then anyone can.

    Take care
    Em x

    • 8 years ago

      by Allie

      Right now I feel defeated and not like myself. Thank you for reading!

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