Alone

Alone;

Drowning in an ocean of a million people, I feel so alone.
I try to swim to shore but the currents of raw emotions keep pulling me further out on my own.

Like strands of seaweed pulling me down closer to my grave,
With every breaking crash of the waves growing heavier on me.

White coats, stethoscopes, ignorant knowledge of wanting to be god.
Pushers of Medications to cover up the sickness and holding up their facade.

Meds that eb and flow through my thirsty bloodstream...
Ingesting all the potential poisons that are hidden in those lil pills make me internally scream!

It leaves me in a downward spiral, losing sight of all that I admire.

Losing myself and my will to be,
I feel less yet I feel so much...wanting to flee.

My eyes, telling of my sadness, screaming for love, attention and to be told I'm important,
Yet, no one can see it, turning callous...

All alone,
My interest in things is draining slowly from my lost soul.

I am invisible like a shadow vanishing in the darkness,
All because of those who are heartless.

All alone!

I hope one day someone will save me before I truly become nothing but debris.