I want my life back

by Xx Grieving from the inside outxX   Jul 14, 2018

I want my life back where I was independent never relying on anyone but me where things made sense I were strong, fun , crazy, some time a free Spirit, loving every moment of my life. Now I'm broken, worthless, depressed ,prisoner, questioning my beliefs questioning why I got married questioning the person I married. I'm unhappy miserable crying all the time hating my life feeling pathetic like something everyone stuck with missing the person I used to be. Who loved life fishing camping hanging out with friends family being able to come and go as I pleased now to being stuck in my own personal hell. I'm constantly worrying stressing having emotional break down I just want my life back where things made sense where I was strong where I was me....


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  • 1 year ago

    by Tanya Southey

    I don't know what you are going through, but we have all felt like this at some point. I remember the five years when my daughter was so sick, I didn't know which way to turn. Things pass. She's better now, thank God. I wouldn't have believed it then. I remember trying to find one tiny piece of myself a day that felt familiar. It's hard though when you can't even remember who you are. Keep writing x

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