Don't Follow Me

Please don't follow me
Because you might end up lost
I act like I'm so happy
When I'm just trying not to fall

I can feel the cliff just crumbling
Right under my tired feet
I try to be so positive
But all I feel is defeat

Can't hold my head up
Though that's not what I show
I'm good at faking laughter
My pain, you'll never know

I wanna talk about my problems
But everybody is going through it
So I'm just gonna keep on smoking
Til I'm out of this fxcking darkness

So please don't follow me
Because you might end up lost
I act like I'm okay
When I'm really not, at all

I'll give you all the best advice
Though I never seem to take it
So if I ever give you my heart
I'm trusting you not to break it

Because I don't let anyone in
It's always come with a catch
So if you notice that i ghosted
Just know I'm catching my breath

It's not like I won't be back
Even though sometimes I don't wanna
But you can find me on cloud nine
Trying to overdose on marijuana