No Better Time To Say Goodbye

I thought I knew Hell,
Although I really
Didnt until now,
I know it doesn't help
To say it, others don't
Want to hear it,
But I am sitting
Within the Hell of indifference.
My thoughts won't let me rest
And I find myself
on a boundary
between life and death.
Scenarios playing out
As vivid as that last hug
And I am not strong enough
To deal with it on my own
But I am alone.
I think it maybe time
to say goodbye and
Embrace the last moments
Of lonliness.