Slipping not due to lack of friction

I hate blaming others for my actions

For it is I and only I who is to be blamed for what I do

But you

You always break me
I ain’t whole
I can’t keep under control

my control slips
As if you were a watery road I have to drive through
it doesn’t matter how slow or how fast I drive
I always slip into your ways

then i crash

Wasn’t the friction of our arguments meant to keep us grounded?