Never going to be me

Just by looking in your eyes tonight
I heard all the things you didn't say

Please don't tell me that I'm overthinking
Because I can feel you slowly slipping away

I know that we were always just friends
But then you gave me a taste of more

Now I can't go back to what we were before
I'll never get to know what we had in store

You used to look at me like you had to have me
Now your eyes seem to look right through me

Making me feel like I'm going break to pieces
Even though it wasn't ever even that serious

It was all just supposed to be fun and games
Nothing more than just playing pretend

I really want to blame everything on you
That would be so much easier to do

Than to admit i foolishly played the game
Knowing there was no way I could win

You say that you never meant to hurt me
But that's exactly what you are doing

By acting like you wanted me for so long
suddenly you're taking all your attention back

Making me wonder what It is that i did wrong
If I could somehow try to get it all back

your eyes tell me there's no chance for us
That she'll always be the one on your mind

So that makes me feel like i have no choice
But to destroy everything before it destroys me