Why do I feel this way2?

I cry myself
to sleep

I go though
so much pain

I feel
No one's with me
But yet my friends are with me

I don't know why I feel this way.

I wish I knew.

I feel
That I'm dumb and I'll never go anywhere.

Maybe my family is right.
Maybe I won't be anything.

But.....
Why do I feel this way?