Stay with me!

Momma holds me in her arms
and rocks me till I sleep
for in her arms
was a sacred place
and for where I did have to weep

I hold her hand
and tell her
how I love her so
and how I never want to
hear those words goodbye
and then she'd have to go

How i want to go to neverland
and live life there forever
so she can always hold me
and we can always be together

I told her I would always live with her
And if she wanted to kick me out
that I would live in her basement
and that would make me pout

Right beside my mommy
is where I wanted to be
for she had always loved
and always made me happy

But days came by quicker
and I got older too
I never wanted to be around
spending time with her
was something I would never do

Boy, Do I regret it
because it's seems
like it wasn't enough
I always got in trouble
and walked away with a single huff

But when I did have to cry
I'd cry all alone
and keep it inside
I never cried in her shoulder
I never went to her
and actually held her

Kept going by faster
it faded away so fast
she was on her death bed
and I could barely last

I picked her up
I held her tight
I rocked her till she passed
I remember all the good times
and how they came by so fast

I wanted to die
right there with my mommy
because I loved her so
but times faded even faster
they always seemed to grow

Now I am here
all alone
know one to cry to
or hold my very self
I look up and see her picture
lying on my shelf

I pick it up
and hold it tight
and pull it to my heart
I ask for her to come
hold me now
in this time of need

I feel a sensation
of strong warmth
she was there to comfort me

She picks me up
and holds me tight
and rocks me till I sleep
she dries my tears
and released my fears
and then I felt her weep.

By, Amanda

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