Nobody Knows Me

Nobody really knows about me,
Nobody knows the things I've seen.
I watched Melissa die in front of me,
I still see her in my sleep.
Every life I touch, falls apart,
Every love turns to hurt, and breaks my heart.
Everybody see's this perfect guy,
Only if they could see behind my eyes.
All my memories I keep locked inside,
All the people I loved, All the people that died.
Cancer took my Grandad,
Heaven called his name.
Melissa shot the herion,
To take away the pain.
Depression took my best friend,
It made him use a gun.
I still see his little daughter,
Who just turned three years young.
Nobody really knows about me,
Nobody knows the things I've seen.
I've lost everybody that I loved,
But I still see them in my sleep.
Every life I touch, falls apart,
Every love turns to hurt, and breaks my heart.