We Ran Away

Why does life have to go this way,
i have realized my errors but can not take them away.
Now i am condemned to a life of hell,
i stumbled, tripped, and on my face i fell.
I realized my mistake and wish it were not true,
because i hurt my family, myself, and you.
Now i can not see you for the longest time,
i try to stop the pain with a ryhme.
the pain just will not let me get away,
i wish it were a nightmare, not here to stay.
i do not know if i can survive,
without you, i do not think i can stay alive.
i need you to hold me in your protecting and loving arms,
otherwise i will not be able to go on, i will encounter to many harms.
on my face i still lay,
because you are not here to pick me up and send the pain away.
we ran away to be together forever,
but now we will be apart and see each other never.
i just want to stick a knife through my heart,
or rip it through my wrist because we are apart.
i can not face this pain on my own,
but you have been taken away, so my wounds stay unsewn.

another one i wrote after our return from missouri.