There are two words
not easy to say
but more difficult to hear
I don't want to leave
I don't want to watch
you go away
although I'm not going anywhere
something is changing
it seems like
I've been thrown away
pushed out
by someone else
and no-
it's not him
I'm not jealous,
oh no,
this feeling is so much worse
I feel hurt
and rejected
maybe even like
you don't want me
to be part of your life
anymore
whoa, stop
I went too far
but the hurt and rejection
I told you about
are right on the money
three words I can't hear enough
or say too many times
I feel so strong and crazy
when I hear those words
maybe someday I'll be strong enough
to venture off
and create my own mold
based on those words
that are forever dancing
dancing in my mind
