Changing

I'm in my room,
laid on the floor,
tears stream down my face like I'd lost someone,
I've lost someone........
me.
where is that girl that used to smile,
used to laugh at her friend worst jokes
the girl who everyone came to for advice,
She gone with the blood and tears,
She gone with her hopes replaced by fears.
Maybe one day she will spread her wings,
maybe one day she will fly,
turning form the ugly ducking into a swan,
But until then..............

**this isn't really a poem more me typing away at my feelings i'm no gud at writing but i feel it makes me realise how crap i really feel**