All these tears

All these tears
dripping off my face
too much pain
i can't erase
don't wanna cry
just wanna scream
all my thoughts
bursting at the seam
mind racing
can't run away
all this pain
is here to stay
wanna smile
and have it be real
but I'm a fake
i just can't deal
can't be happy
can't be sad
i feel nothing
emotion something i never had
all these tears
flow out of my eye
so much pain
just wanna die

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