How does it feel

So many promises made & broken
So many words left unspoken
So many good memories
That we've never had
Too many years living without a dad
How does it feel
To lose your little girl
You always said I was your world
Now your world is crashing down
How does it feel
To never have someone you love around
Did you ever think about the pain I was dealt
Did you ever think about the way I felt
I hear your back to it again
Back to your best friends
But what happens when they're gone
You'll have nobody in the end
Cause I won't be there for you
So, I'm gonna tell you something you never knew
I always thought you would change
But, Now I realize your still the same
I guess I'm not good enough for you to stop
Do you think about me a lot
Do you ever really want to change
Do you ever think about how I feel
Because my pain is way too real
Did you know I tried ending my life
Its too hard dealing with this strife
Why am I telling you this
I know you don't care
Because when I needed you most
You were never there.