You were never there

So what, I slit my wrists
Its not like you care
You promised you'd always be here
But, when I needed you most
You weren't here to wipe my tears
We are total opposites
Why cant you see
You are pretty and popular
I'm just plain old ugly me
Ya, we've been friends for a long time
But, why act like you care
I'm not even worth a dime
You try to make things okay for me
By saying things that aren't true
But really it hurts more inside
With everything you say and do
I never thought id be like this
Always thinking about death
As each day passes by
I wish I could take my last breath
I'm sorry if what I say hurts you
But I really don't think you care
Because most of the times I needed you
You were never there