Disappear

A thousand tears I've cried
a thousand times I've tried
but instead of saying what you had to say
you just pushed me away

caught up in the moment?
that's your fault and you know it
but you didn't have to lead me on
you should have said your feelings were gone

you don't know what I'm going through
don't expect you're going to
but your words did a lot
more damage than you thought

my heart is closed to you and all
because you treated me so small
you didn't care how I felt
like now when I feel my heart could melt

a scar is burned into my soul
leaving a big gaping hole
where happy memories shared with you
will disappear into the blue...