How come you left me?
I loved you with all my heart
But you just broke it apart
I cannot believe it
I thought you cared about me
I wonder what I did to deserve this
What did I do that was so wrong
That you had to punish me
So harshly by leaving me
When I ask you what I did wrong
You give me no answer
You just look at me
As though I were psycho
You act like 'we' never existed
As though I were a complete and total stranger
That you can ignore me
So now I sit here
On my bed, crying into my pillow
And these memories keep flashing before my closed eyes
I scream at them
"Why won't you just leave me alone?"
The next day, I tell my family
"I love you, and I'm sorry for everything I have ever done
To make you angry."
I tell my friends
"Thank you for always being there for me."
When I arrive home,
I'm the only one here.
I go to my room and write one last letter to my family
I get the stool
I prepare myself, knowing how much pain this will cause them
It hurts me too, but there's nothing left now
Without you in my life
There is an empty hole
Where your love should've been.
The rope is itchy around my neck
I cry my last tears
I say my last goodbye
And kick the stool away . . .
