As I lie here, I drift between consciousness and unconsciousness
My world is caving in and I’m trapped inside
The walls are crashing down roaring in my ears
Images rush past my eyes
All the times I had spent with you
Even though there were always friends around us
I was happy with your presence
As long as I could feel your soul near mine
I was happy
But then as each day passed by
You grew further apart from me
You grew so far apart until….
I finally lost contact with you
You met someone else
You loved her like you never loved me
Because the entire time we’ve known each other
You only thought of me as a friend
You knew how I felt
Maybe I was stupid and put too much pressure on you
I’m sorry if I made you feel guilty
I’m sorry if I made you frustrated
I just thought that you were happy with me
But now that I have my eyes open properly
I see now that you are happy with her
Like you never were with me
I’m happy for you
I truly am even if I look sad…
