Guilty

Before I used to wonder
If I broke up with a guy would they be hurt like I was?
I know the answer
And I feel kind of guilty for hurting him

My only excuse is because I didn’t like him
I never even loved him
I know he was a good guy
He was one of those decent types

I knew he was a good guy
But if any of you have come across the fact that he felt too good
Then you would understand why I broke up with him
I felt unworthy of him

He was so kind
He cared so much
But I was use to ignoring and being ignored
However he was not

He wanted to please me
But it got to the point where I was simply sick of it
Sick of him
Sick of his ways

I hated the fact that he was so decent
I know it may sound strange
But I prefer the bad boys
I like guys with an edge to them

But he was too predictable
Too good for me
So I still feel guilty
But I’m free of suffocation…
Of the overly good