Do you still want to know???

What i see in my eyes
would make you beg me please stop
i would see you fall on the ground
like a lifeless doll
begging at my feet
as you silently weep
i whisper in your ear
all of your childish fears

what is in my mind
would make you go insane
i could tell by the way you played my game
you lost every time
falling once again
looking like scum
i told you it was now my turn to have some fun

what is in my soul
would make you understand
that this is just a little part of me
that i still am holding your hand

poor little child
who's pain is driven from anger and pleasure
can you now tell me what is wrong
or do you even want to know