I Will Die

by Fallen Angel Freya   Oct 6, 2004


To hate you or to love you
The easiest is to ignore you
The hardest is to forget you

The easiest is to be angry at you
The hardest is to see you
The easiest is to avoid you
The hardest is to be any where near you

All in all there’s no more chance of ‘Us’
It was swept away when you broke up with me
You broke my heart into millions and more
My soul cracked and shattered
My spirit yanked and stood on

I’m broken, physically, mentally and spiritually
I was a fool to believe you could love me
I wasn’t a fool to believe I could love you

Through that tough act you put on everyday
I saw you as who you were
The only guy I loved
The only guy I ever could love

I put my trust in you
I gave you my heart to hold
I gave you my soul to care for
You just threw it away

Everyday I hope if you will approach me again
And ask to be with me again
Everyday I wonder if I should end my life
Because you haven’t come back to me yet

This is heartache to an extent I never knew
The pain forever lasting,
The anger forever burning

I never thought you would leave me so soon
Our relationship young and blossoming
But then you left me just because
I wasn’t ready to do what you wanted to do
You haven’t found another yet, I know
But when you do, I will be crushed for good

I could not live knowing that you were
With another, happy,
I just couldn’t accept that
And live at the same time
So either way, I die
Whether it’s because you left me
Or if it’s because you found someone else
I will die

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