Self - hate

Never get good grades,
It's written on my face,
So put me in my place,
Cos in me you have no faith.

Don't mind detention,
Don't pay attention,
Can't take direction,
Send me off for correction.

So bring me down cos I'm not pushing myself enough,
And there's only so much self-hate...
Pull me back or it's too late.

Destroy me for me,
You're my next worst enemy,
That is of course after me,
It's my fault, I see,
So now you don't gotta worry,
I'll suffer silently.

I never clean my room,
It's just something I won't do,
Sorry if that bugs you,
But I'm busy falling through.

Just cos I speak out,
Don't mean I'm a loud-mouth,
See I can shut up now,
It's not like I don't know how.

But I don't wanna so just go and try and make me,
There's only so much I can take,
Pull me back or it's too late.