7845 searching for the path

Walking down the dark road looking for light
drowning in my tears seems like a never ending fight
crawling on me knees trying to find hope
my sadness is crucifying me, its impossible to cope
taking these pills which I Cherish so deeply
counting them one by one as I swallow them sincerely
spinning around on the floor as I begin to pass out
the poisons inside of me is killing me throughout
I begin to feel the pleasure which i feel from the effects
returning to the depression that is filled with regrets
I begin to wounder why I always feel this way
but then I realize that i will stay
stay another day, that my promise to you
because you are my one true love and i will always be there for you

by Spunk