The Inner Angel

I sit in my corner and cry
Alone again it seems
Life just keeps getting harder
I can't stop having these dreams

Theres a girl standing outside
She whispers for me to follow
She tells me its OK now
Gods taken all my sorrow

We talk about my suffering
The nights of constant abuse
The friends that left me
And the times i cut loose

She holds my hand sometimes
"It's going to be OK" she said
And she slowly turns out the light
"Stay here awhile, rest your head"

She seems like an angel
Something real from above
It's so true what she says
All you need is love

Some days shes here with me
And others she has to go
But she always comes back
To help up when I'm feeling low

She says shes not an angel
What else can she be
She says shes just a reflection
Of whats painted inside of me

I can't see how this is true
I'm so filled with dark and hate
How could i possibly be happy
And i know its far to late

I cannot change my ways
I'm always going to bleed
But maybe she was right you know
Maybe friends are what you need

I need her here tonight
My patience is wearing thin
I can't seem to stop myself
From cutting thoughts into my skin

"I'm sorry my dear angel
But you came a bit to late
I tried to yell out to you
But i guess death was my fate"

"My dear child i wish you'd seen
All the goodness within you heart
I know at times life can be hard
And it can leave you broken apart
Just remember to be strong
And always look inside yourself
You never know who you might find
If you ask for a little help"

Thank you my inner angel
I have finally found my place
Up here in heaven now
I'm finally away from the lies and hate