Depressions hold.

Sometimes its quite scary the thoughts that come in my head.
Thoughts of wanting to cut myself (again ) and wanting to be dead.
Its hard to get away from depressions hold,
from the moment i wake till the minute i sleep i'm ready to fold.
On medication to keep me sane
sometimes i wonder if there's any thing to gain.
Im still in a big black hole with no help in sight,
I'm digging away but there isn't a glimmer of light.