My hidden love

I just found out you left today
Without a word you were gone
It's like you never existed
They say you'll be away for long

I thought i could count on you
That you'd always be with me
Are you ever coming back?
I secretly love you can you see?

All the times you pretended to be angry
And the times you really were
Remember saying you loved me
Now it's all such a blur

Remember making up nicknames
And us laughing all the time
It's to hard to watch you walk away
I just want you to be mine

They told me you weren't coming back
That your family needed you
I never got to say goodbye
But look, i need you to!

I wish i could see you again
I really do miss you a lot
How come you aren't listening
You are all I've got!

I dreamt of you last night
I know i said "Just friends"
It's killing me what you're doing
Is this how it's going to end?

I was always so scared to say
That i loved you deep inside
You knew we were more than friends
But i was forced to hide.

You always had her with you
No matter where you went
But you said you only wanted me,
That i was a real god sent

I prayed that this was all a dream
And you'd be back again tomorrow
But in my heart i know you've left
Because love always ends with sorrow.

I'm all alone without you
But I'll keep wishing above
They might bring you back again
So i can show my hidden love.

- I wrote this last night, it's a little muddled. I had just been told Markie was leaving, i don't know how to deal with it. I know he loved me, but it's pointless now.-