Lose myself

I feel myself stuck in a dark place reaching out 2 find nothing,
Hearing voices screaming out your name,
Lost & confused from myself i am running,
My body, my soul, are screeching & dying of pain,
This horrible feeling no one can tame...

Its cold all around me, & when u look closely my eyes are 2,
Filled with anger, depression, & longing regret,
No one realizes the pain i go through,
The long nights I'm crying, & all upset...

Behind my smile are weeps & dispair,
Deep insides theres a girl crying out,
No one can hear, or bother listen, or care,
Whether i whisper, cry or shout.

Not my family or friends can ever see,
The unhappiness thats living inside of me,
The broken heart & anger lay in me still,
I'm just waiting 4 someone 2 notice & help all my darkness spill,
Before the time comes when i take more than just one pill....

** could u guys lemme no what u think? thanks ~*~Samz~*~ xox**