Incapable

This Isn't A Story Of Love
In Fact It's A Story Of War
About How People Change
And How My Heart Tore

I've Known For So Long
The Days I Have Numbered
My Defenses Were Down
I Became Encumbered

The Rejection Wasn't Real
Almost Legerdemain
The Confusion Sets In
And It Drives Me Insane

But Why Did I Do It
Reasons I Don't Show
Maybe I'm Just Greedy
I'll Never Really Know

I Hate Myself
When Full Of Dismay
I'm Greedy To A Fault
And I Drove You Away

You Are Better Without Me
The Thorn In Your Side
You're Better Without
All The Tears I've Cried

So Please Walk Away
Don't Ever Look Back
The Ability To Love
Is What I Truly Lack

I Said It Wasn't You
It Was Indeed Me
The Truth Has Been Told
Though You Won't Agree

Now You're Aware
My Story Of Love
The War In My Heart
I Can't Step Above

This was written regarding a past experiance.