I hate you (Not a poem)

Dear Me,
I'm writing to you because your the only one who will listen, your the only one who knows exactly what I'm feeling and understands what I'm going through, Your the only one who can tell me what i want to hear. You hold my future within your hands and you have the ability to mold my life to what ever it is that you desire. You know all of my hurt and you know all of the scars that have been formed on and inside of my body. You know exactly what to tell me when i need to hear it. And as bad as the truth may seem sometimes you never fail to give it to me. Your hard on me because you can see that I don't like to look in the mirror because in the reflection I can see what I could be but I'm holding back from because i don't have Just one of the people in my life that I have dreamed of sharing it with. You see all of my beauty and all of my ugliness. You tell me when I am not achieving to the best of my ability and then you leave it up to me to decide what to do with it. You know every thought that runs through my head without me having to say a word. You know every last one of my secrets and you have never told anybody. You know when I'm crying inside and your always there to try to comfort me as I just try to push you away. Thank you for always being there and thank you for trying to help, But no matter how hard you try, I will always hate you

Sincerely,
Me