Numb

Numb

I’m fading,
I’m sure that you’ve been waiting,
For a day I’m not complaining,
Cos I’ve no more to give.

I’m tired of always trying,
I’m sure my soul is dying,
For the times that I’ve been crying,
Cos of this…

I’m shutting out the whole world,
I’m only a little girl,
For I’m running round in circles,
Cos I lost it…

I’m tired,
I’m always too- well wired,
For I never sleep, insomnia’s hired,
Cos I’ve no time.

I’m sick of fitting your taste,
I’m just a waste of your space,
For I’m only a face,
Cos in the back of your mind…

I’m sitting with my mouth shut,
I’m holding back my tongue,
For I’m a useless f*c*
Cos I’m loosing my mind...

I’m drowning in the darkness,
I’m lost under the surface,
For I can’t win this,
Cos I’ve left my faith behind…

I have become,
So,
Erratically numb,
Oh,
I can’t stop what I’ve begun.
And,
I have become,
An,
Anarchist son,
Stand,
Trapped under the thumb.