Walking And Remembering

I hate this depression I can’t fight it anymore,
I can’t figure out why night after night,
I lye there and cry on the cold floor.

I can’t get a grip on anything,
And I can feel myself losing my mind,
I just wish that I could turn back time.
The happiness that I had has gone far far away,
And it was all your fault but I still wish that you and I had one more day.

I walk alone at night down my street,
With no one knowing how torn I am,
As my eyes are drenched with tears,
And I have absolutely nobody there to comfort my fears.

I try to get my life together and make a new start,
But the harder I try the harder it hits me because of my broken heart.
And I try to find a new path in life to walk but no one is there to lead the way,
So I sit in misery praying for tomorrow to be a better day.

You were the cause of my life being like this,
Even though it didn’t mean shit after 2 years,
You twisted and tore my heart straight out now all I have is these fears.
I did everything that I could have possibly done for you,
And I gave you all I could give,
But you had you eyes set on being with someone else,
And you told me that you and I was not the way you want to live.

And I continue to walk alone at night down my street now starting to rain,
With no one knowing what I am about to do,
As I am drenched from the rain and my eyes are drenched with my tears,
Walking deep in a secluded place ready to end my pain with a razor and thinking
How the pain you caused me was true,
And I was hoping that someone would be there to comfort me and rid of my fears.