Pain Within

I'm so tired of smiling, pretending I'm fine
when the truth is i walk a very thin line

I feel like I'm losing my strength, losing my grip
fighting a battle i cant win, drowning feeling my self slip

I miss you so much, i cant stop hurting, most days i refuse to believe your dead
Oh God the pain that flows through me is so Strong how i pray it could have been me instead

Theres so many things i wish i could say
I wish you knew how much i miss you, think of you, cry for you everyday

I wish you could come back I wouldn't hesitate to take your place
anything just to have have my best friend back, feel your embrace see a smile upon your face

I know till the day i die there will be that ache that tears me apart
till then when we can be together again ill close my eyes and go to that place where i hear your laugh and see your smile, the place within my heart.

rip
my little brother
gone but never forgotten.