This Is The End

What's the point in trying
If you know you won't succeed
What's the point in living
When you don't have the friend you need

How can I keep on going
When I know I'm going to die
How can I keep on standing
When I know I'm going to cry

To some I might seem stupid
Because I can't say what I feel
To me I seem stupid
Because this feels like it isn't real

I can hear their voices yelling
And I can feel the walls shaking
But none of it hurts as much
As the pain of my heart breaking

No one wants to believe me
They think I'm playing a game
I call them my friends
But they can't remember my name

My troubles aren't fading
They're becoming worse each day
Everything becomes a blur
I can't hear what people say

There are some people who care
Or at least they say they do
I can't seem to figure out
If what they're saying is true

I have given up on myself
And they have given up on me
There's so much of the world
That I'll never get to see

I want to fly to a place
Where there's no one I know
Maybe then I can let
My true feelings show

I want to fly to a place
Where it's only me
I want to fly to a place
Where I can finally be free

I’m sorry to those
Who do truly care
I'm sorry that
I'll no longer be there

I won't be there
For the good days or bad
I won't be there
When you're happy or sad

I'm sorry I can no longer
Make your gray sky blue
But there won't be a moment
I won't think of you

I'll keep watch on you
From my home up above
Even though I'll be gone
It's you guys I will still love

You're my best friends
And you helped me fight my fight
I'm sorry for all the times
When I was wrong and you were right

No longer will I be able
To see your smiling face
But there wasn't one minute
I'd ever want to replace

Before I leave you
I want to say goodbye
Because it's you
Who has always made me cry

Not tears of sorrow
And not tears of pain
I cried tears of happiness
Because our friendship remains

So when I leave you
Please don't cry
Because I won't be there
To wipe the tears from your eyes

Even when I'm gone
It won't be the end
Because you will continue
To be my best friends

© ShatteredAngel 2005