I wish you would have been a father

How can you say you even cared
You were never there
Cant even remember a single day we shared
You say that I'm to blame
every week its all the same
To you its all a game
But to me its my heart being shattered
Not that it ever mattered

Your such a f-cking drunk
I don't stop in
Because i hate you that much
Thats how my life continues
I avoid having to see you

I'm surprised you even
know you have a daughter
cause you suck at being a father!

every week you cut me down
treat me like shit
and tell me I'm nothing

Well let me break it down for ya dad
At least I'm making a life
Out of something i never had
I don't sit around on my a--
Praying to god everyday was my last
Everyone was always there
You have enjoyable memories to share

I just wish you would of been there
To give us your love and care
So i could have those memories too
and i probably would of never hated you

But it will never be like it was
your so wrapped up
In your self pity and alcohol
never gonna live to be responsible

Isn't it weird how life works
everyday sucks buy you life for the best
you used to tell me that dad
and i still believe it stands true
I just wish i could say the same for you too
So we can finally share something
And that line can represent me and you...